What do you feel when you have to make a change in your life? You know, one of these changes you don't have the power to avoid. Moving out is difficult, but I would say you can define how hard it is depending on what kind of life you have. Depends if you feel loved, depends if you feel blessed. Not everybody senses it that way. Some of us feel lonely, left behind, ignored, betrayed. It is generally not a form of tantrum. We just all see things differently.
Now what do you feel when you thought you had escaped the old you, the old routine that you were sick of, the one where you couldn't truly be yourself?
As I said, moving out is difficult, but never would I ever have imagined how much harder it is to come back.