Not Good Enough
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~Trust Me ~
"I want a divorce." And just hearing him say that my whole world that seemed to revolve around him stopped. Gathering myself I barely managed to speak in a voice that even I could not recognise. I couldn't comprehend anything going around me. "Wh..hy?" As soon as the words left my mouth he threw the file and the photographs spread across the floor. And those photographs had me in compromising positions with not one but several men. Looking at those photos I looked straight into his eyes. Disgust and hatred. The only emotions I could see. Taking a deep breath I composed myself and tried to keep my face void of the emotions I felt at that moment. Hurt and immense pain. If he didn't trust me then he has no right to see me vulnerable too. "Is this the only reason why you want to divorce me? No other except this?" It was foolish of me to ask him but I had to make sure. Also for me trust comes before love. If he doesn't trust me I don't even want to save the relationship. "Is this not enough you whore? What else can I expect from a slut and a gold digger like you! I knew it from the start that all you showed was just a facade. Your innocence, kindness, it was all fake. I just don't believe how can I be so dumb." Was I hurt? No I was broken beyond repair. My heart ached. I felt like I was seconds away from collapsing. I had far exceeded the limit of hurt and pain. I was so powerless in that moment that I couldn't even fight with him. Love makes you strong. I have heard and felt that countless times but they always forget to mention what comes after that. Love makes you weak too. I couldn't shout at him because I loved him. But I had to be brave. For myself. ************************************************** Is love enough for two people to be together or is there something more important than love? This is story of Xander and Sophie who loved each other but still couldn't be together. Because more important than love is trust. © All rights reservedComplete
Jesse's Redemption (manxman /werewolf || #lgbt)
Sequel to Want You Back. ******** For every action, there's a reaction. Too bad Jesse learned the hard way. His actions, his careless words, took something precious from his family. Broke his family. Is there any way to redeem himself? He doesn't believe so. But he does everything he possibly can to make up for what he's done. **** Being Eric Moore Hardcore Pornstar. That was easy. I knew what was expected of me. Then everything changed. Changes, things I don't understand. Questions I couldn't answer. Then there's Jesse. My mate. But how can I be a mate when I don't have a wolf. I mean I'm not sure if I did. Why don't I have a connection like everyone else. I wish everyone would forget I did the special things. It's not like I liked it. I just didn't want to be punished. I wish I wasn't a kid trapped in a grown up's body. I wish Jesse would love me. I wish he didn't hate himself. Wishes upon wishes. Will they ever come true?Complete
Dirty Little Secrets
"Anyways, so did you hear about him Haven?" I was lost. hear about who? i shook my head. Now, I was engaged in the conversation. "Lucas Matthews? The new guy that is so cute. Man, I'd like to do him." Anthony cleared his throat. Did she not care that her boyfriend heard everything right after she scummed him for calling her babe? She honestly needs a slap in the face and if I could, I'd volunteer to go first. "What is it Parker? Can't take a joke? Of course I won't bang him, in front of you, that is." the last part was a whisper that only I can hear. Jerry truly was a slut. She had no feelings towards anyone but herself. Sometimes, it's like she doesn't even care that we're friends. All she cares about is my popularity getting in the way of hers. Hell, she can take mine! "Um, excuse me, I'm new here and can't find my way to class. Anyway you can play tour guide and help?" I looked up to see a tall, dirty-blond, grey eyed hottie. "Oh, I can help! This one over here is too big of a fucktard." I couldn't believe that Jerry just said that, and about me! Honestly, what the fuck goes threw that tiny brain of hers to call me a fucktard! "Thanks, but I asked her," He was standing up for me? To Jerry? I had officially liked this guy. she opened her mouth to talk, but I beat her to it. "Yeah Jerry, seems like he wants someone new, not someone used," I smirked, and the hottie laughed. Jerry's mouth was wind open. Served her right for calling me a fucktard. Haven Bonnie had a life that most would wish for. Popular, beauty, and a cute boyfriend. But when a strange guy comes to her school, she starts questioning everything she knew about her friend Jerry White, her boyfriend James Riley, and mainly about herself. Betrayals start from the people closest to her. Everyone has a dirty little secret. What's yours?Complete
I'm Just Fine
I'm that shy girl who sits in the back of the room. The one who gets bullied just because I dont have exspensive clothes, or because I'm 'Too Good.' Yes I have insecurities. With all the horrible things that has gone wrong in my life, everyone's always asking me am I alright. How long is it going to take for me to say that I'm just fine, when there is still horror to come?...Complete
Pain is Forgiveness
'....He isn't home again...why...? Doesn't he know I need him...? I mean...yeah I...did all those things...b-but that was during the moment...I-I thought they were...but they're not...they just wanted to Fuck...not...keep me warm...not help me at my lowest...but...he did...and...I need it...I need him...why isn't he here with me...? why did I waste my time with those useless fuckers than my Darling...? why did I...maybe he got lost...I'll look for him...then we can talk...and I'll fix what I broke...huh...? His door's open...wait... A girl, who swings both sides and ignores her heart A boy, Loyal and caring, love strong for his other...until she crossed the line... one saved by the other...racked with guilt and desperation, wants her 'Darling'...but... she chose to do this... (I got the Idea from someone who recommended me this, You know who you are so make yourself known, Credit to that individual for helping my stuck brain, but I'll add my own twist)
My So Called "Life"
I have had enough with my life. I cant seem to deal with it anymore. Im helpless and alone and I cant blame anyone but myself. Im the one to blame. Whats a life without lies? Well, my life is filled with lies that no one even knows. By the time they find out, if they find it I will most likely be gone.Complete
Once In A Lifetime
Life Has Never Been Good For Me Nor The Odds Is Ever In My Favor. I Have Been Stomped On Like Trash And Treated Like Shit. Everything Is Too Good To Be True Until One Night....Complete
Golden Eyes
Think just for a sec... look at the person you know is the most useless out of you all. What do you think they will be when they get older. The typical crappy jobs no one wants but than there's those people who really think thing through. Who knew that kid might come and save your life, maybe even save the world. Well that's where I come in, I'm the one you hated, the useless one in your group, wait and see. I'll be the one who can do the things no one else can do, even more things that aren't even possible. Yep that's right I'm still that useless kid from a few years back watch wait see.Complete
"I want a divorce." And just hearing him say that my whole world that seemed to revolve around him stopped. Gathering myself I barely managed to speak in a voice that even I could not recognise. I couldn't comprehend anything going around me. "Wh..hy?" As soon as the words left my mouth he threw the file and the photographs spread across the floor. And those photographs had me in compromising positions with not one but several men. Looking at those photos I looked straight into his eyes. Disgust and hatred. The only emotions I could see. Taking a deep breath I composed myself and tried to keep my face void of the emotions I felt at that moment. Hurt and immense pain. If he didn't trust me then he has no right to see me vulnerable too. "Is this the only reason why you want to divorce me? No other except this?" It was foolish of me to ask him but I had to make sure. Also for me trust comes before love. If he doesn't trust me I don't even want to save the relationship. "Is this not enough you whore? What else can I expect from a slut and a gold digger like you! I knew it from the start that all you showed was just a facade. Your innocence, kindness, it was all fake. I just don't believe how can I be so dumb." Was I hurt? No I was broken beyond repair. My heart ached. I felt like I was seconds away from collapsing. I had far exceeded the limit of hurt and pain. I was so powerless in that moment that I couldn't even fight with him. Love makes you strong. I have heard and felt that countless times but they always forget to mention what comes after that. Love makes you weak too. I couldn't shout at him because I loved him. But I had to be brave. For myself. ************************************************** Is love enough for two people to be together or is there something more important than love? This is story of Xander and Sophie who loved each other but still couldn't be together. Because more important than love is trust. © All rights reserved
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