"You don't just wake up and become the butterfly." I told him curtly. He paused before answering, "Unless you were born to become a dragonfly." --- (Story of mental health, grieving, trauma, romance, passion, healing & growth.) Alexander. The girl with the boy name. The girl with no emotions. The girl with the masochist disorder The girl who lives in the hospital. The girl who has secrets she has buried away. The girl who feels nothing, falls in love. Trigger warning: suicide, masochism, sexual assault, etc. Thank you for reading.