Distant (Countryhumans RusAme)
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Last published Thu, Jul 11, 2019
America may seem like the goofy and happy one of his siblings, but deep down he feels much worse. To the country's around him he seems normal and stable. He is no where near stable. He breaks his skin with blades, plans to jump off the roof, anything to help him escape the world we know. But what happens when Belarus's brother, Russia, steps into the equation?
(Warning: acts of self harm, strong language, depression, and suicide are mentioned in this book. Please don't read if any of this triggers you)
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