Beauty of The Mind: Sick
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This is the first book in the "Beauty of The Mind".
"It's time to wake up!"
I was shaken out of my dreamless sleep by a harsh voice. My eyes fluttered open. The blank white walls slightly blinding me. My caretaker, Kate, was hovering over me. She smiled softly. Her golden hair falling slightly off her shoulders. The dark brown eyes were staring at my messy hair. She stood straight and her face turned a bit stern.
"You woke up late. Get some clothes on and come down stairs to eat. Remember to take ALL your medication! If you hurry you can get to school on time. Now, get your butt out of bed!" She said loud and clear. Her voice was stern and firm. She walked out of the dull white room.
I sighed and got up. She was definitely fit for her job. Her job was a caretaker for the mentally unstable. I was her patient meaning, I was apparently "mentally unstable". I don't believe that though. She says I'm the worst case she's ever had and I can agree I'm not as mentally healthy as most but, that doesn't mean I need a caretaker.
I sighed again and got some clothes on. I grabbed a black shirt that read "I Love Music and Death". Most of my shirts have weird sayings on them. I threw on some jeans and an unbuttoned blue, black plaid. I grabbed some socks and went downstairs to the kitchen. I saw Kate making breakfast. She was humming a small yet, nice tune as she cooked a few pancakes. I walked over to the counter with tons of medication. I took out my phone and started to read off the meds I had to take today. Kate nodded as I finished. There were 3 pills I had to take and I grabbed an Advil for school. I always get headaches. Today felt a bit more depressing then most.
I sighed yet again and looked out the bay window in the living room. It was a bright day outside and yet, there was no colour. None at all.
It's just another day.
Just. Another. Day.
Though today was different.
Today I would see colour once again.
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