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Bury Me [Billie Eilish x Female Reader]

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Parts 3
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angst billieeilish depressed depression fanfiction fiction gay girlxgirl gxg lesbian love queer romance suicidal suicide yuri

I'm good at hiding everything.

~*~

I've known her since we were kids, crushed on her since we were tweens. I was there for her when she was spiraling in on herself, her world collapsing around us. I was there for her when she became famous and loved her since she told me she was depressed and I said,
"Me too."

I knew she didn't like dating people exclusively, and I knew she was straight, so I didn't tell her, didn't let her know. 
My depression was worsening, and I didn't want to talk about it, because it felt trivial. My coping mechanisms got worse and I cracked, cutting my skin.
I didn't tell her, but I wished I could sometimes.
I listen to her music, and it's amazing, but every time I hear her say, "I wanna end me," I cry, and think...
So do I.





Warning: this contains suicidal thoughts, actions, and tendencies. This fanfiction also contains Lesbians, and queer culture, read at your own discretion.All Rights Reserved

angst billieeilish depressed depression fanfiction fiction gay girlxgirl gxg lesbian love queer romance suicidal suicide yuri

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