Alexithymia

I have something called alexithymia, where I often cannot translate my emotions and feelings to my thoughts and have a lot of trouble trying to talk about how I feel, one issue being that I tend to cry and sob a lot to the point where I can't remember how I feel or what I want to say. Writing is the one thing that removes this block and allows me to voice myself, however I have never shared this with anyone. I am often detached from people, and if you were to meet me in real life, you would see that I often space out and keep to myself. I hope you enjoy what I write, and I may add in some explanations.