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Alexithymia

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I have something called alexithymia, where I often cannot translate my emotions and feelings to my thoughts and have a lot of trouble trying to talk about how I feel, one issue being that I tend to cry and sob a lot to the point where I can't remember how I feel or what I want to say. Writing is the one thing that removes this block and allows me to voice myself, however I have never shared this with anyone. I am often detached from people, and if you were to meet me in real life, you would see that I often space out and keep to myself. I hope you enjoy what I write, and I may add in some explanations.All Rights Reserved

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One Thousand Tears

I've tried to release this pain in so many different ways; But writing about you seems to be one of my faves. I don't understand how I find closure When I know it only lasts until the poem is over. Somehow it feels like some sort of imaginary relief to my reality. As if, the pain I feel only exists until the words are free. I know how crazy it may seem Because the heartbreak will always be there; And I will never un-feel what you've done to me.