If you are reading this, well hello. I'm just writing this 'cause I'm really exhausted and just need an escape and I need someone to hear me out and since I'm been a really shity best friend always calling my bestie in the middle of the night and telling her I'm gon kill myself I figured that's not really nice 'cause she loves sleeping. So, why not write all my mental breakdowns here instead of torturing her? Ikr, I'm a genius. Well, enjoy, or don't, I'm doing this for me not you. Yep I'm a selfish little dumb bitch.