aeroplanes (bring him back to me)
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Ongoing14m
Last published Tue, Apr 14, 2020
a suicidal teacher just wants something to live for.
a lonely musician just might be what he's looking for.
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this fic is a bit different. it's a dallon weekes / awsten knight! me and a buddy came up with this ship :) ci*ra is mentioned in this fic as well, and if you're not too fond of her or just hate the mention of her i do not recommend reading this book. she will play a key role in this.
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!!! trigger warning !!!
this story includes content* that may be sensitive to some readers. please stay safe! if you have no where to go you can always message me, or get in contact with the national suicide hotline.
most of this book is NOT factual**. please to not believe some of the statements to be something "truthful", or "real".
*content includes suicidal thoughts, self harm, panic and/or anxiety attacks, and much more of the such.
** in the book, awsten is prescribed with 50 milligrams of zoloft a day. i decided this was the "best" medication for all of awsten's symptoms/illnesses. however, i am no doctor, so please message me if you think this is wrong! don't cause a fuss about it in the comments and just message me privately so i can fix it asap! thank you :)
- k.j <3
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