Losing and Finding

Reads 62
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Parts 6
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Reads 62
Votes 7
Parts 6
Time 9m

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Jack is a 16 year old. He's FTM and has multiple mental disorders. He loses his girlfriend to suicide and tries to cope with it. She had her own problems, but she had always supported and helped him. Before he met her, he was numb, but she made him feel. He's become numb again because of her death. He desperately tries to find something that can make him feel, someone that could make all the pain he has experienced worth it.All Rights Reserved

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