Knives and Pens

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Reads 1,588
Votes 150
Parts 19
Time 6m

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❝I noticed the different kids were always put down by other people and it would cause them to become almost violent with themselfs. It's not really necessary, there's a way to find strength in yourself. And for me it was writing, that was sort of my release and escape. So the term Knives and Pens to me was like a choice, you can either create or become violent and maybe go down a dark road.❞

- Andy BiersackAll Rights Reserved

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