A Year Of Living Stupidly
thecush
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  • Parts 53
  • Time 9h 6m
thecush
Complete, First published Mar 03, 2019
Mature
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What do you do when you're twenty-nine and you forgot to light the world on fire?

On the verge of superstardom, a Hollywood singer loses everything and struggles to find meaning in life on the other side of the velvet rope. 

He's always been a rock star in every sense of the word: Talented, but self-absorbed, objectifying, and misogynistic-a jerk. Now he's lost his career, his wife has left him, and his celebrity friends have abandoned him. Boo-hoo. Grow a pair.
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Paranoia... has become my constant companion. Ahh... Danny, what've you gotten yourself into? Thought I was doing something... thought I was gonna get better. Turns out it was all for nothing. I knew I'd be here again. Rock bottom's the only place for real pieces of shit like us... Like me. All that self-improvement didn't mean shit... Or I guess it did, or I wouldn't be here right now... Trying to fill those shoes, re-paint that grim portrait that haunted me... and I did, made everyone proud, even you mom... But it won't mean anything if I die out here. I thought those jumbled remnants of thoughts were the pull of my former self in a disassosiative amnesia from the drugs... Guess it was the pull of a much more treacherous force. I wish I could've lived my fantasy out and been happy.... At least you were, while it lasted. "Times almost up, they'll be here soon." TRIGGER WARNINGS: Crude humor, Illicit drug use, Drug overdose, loss of a child, suicide, bullying, traumatic events, Mature themes, graphic violence, death.

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