This might be a real thing between us

I'll introduce myself,
Hi! My name is... what you want it to be...
I will talk about my present... I'll talk about now.

I know you might remember a past from my life but... this is not a continue... it's my new beginning...
With a new experience...
A new feeling...
A new me (NM for short)...

(If you were wondering: No, you don't need to read the previous story to know something about this since as mentioned earlier... it's a new beginning.)

I guess this new experience wasn't as I expected. That innocence from my brain has left me. Now I get it, now I understand. And I've grown from all of it. Now I know our "forever was a dare from the universe" not a truth.

(I honestly hope I can someday forget about you and never even recall ever loving you, I hope someday you rot in my memory just like all of my childhood harsh memories have. I hope one day you're gone from my brain and my past so I wrote this book to clean my memory and NEVER REREAD THIS BOOK AGAIN like a closed door to that "rotten memory").