I can't be fixed (yaoi)

Mello is a thirteen year old boy that has problems, depression, anxiety, socially awkward, antisocial, and weird dreams that trigger panic attacks. Two years ago Mello met a guy named Vic, (the guy in the cover pic) Vic has always been there for Mello, to help him deal with his attacks. Vic and Mello have never met in person, why? Because Mello and his family live in Massachusetts and Vic lives in California. Mello's family takes a vacation to California and Vic says that he has something to tell Mello when he see's him. Vic is in love with Mello. Mello is gay but doesn't want to come out because he is afraid. Also Mello keeps getting more and more panic attacks then his family can handle...they need to stop or else Mello might be put in an asylum...unless he can be fixed.