As The Cookie Crumbles

As many times as I've told myself and others to be careful of what your out here asking for here I stood beside the most suffocating with love, dripping in charm, oozing plethoras of sex appeal and secretly abusive man I publicly called my one true sweetheart.Now where the abusive half was nowhere near apart of my asking. I stood here cradling the black eye to prove that's indeed what I received. I think this treatment is in order based on the decisions I made which just couldn't be avoided let the younger me tell it but screw that. My name is Tatiana Rodgers and this is my story. It's imperative I tell someone because each day I live it I believe it less and less. I don't want to be forgotten. I have no more tears. This is my safe in case I don't escape *sighs* May I have your attention please?