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Killing Me Softly

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Reads 483
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Parts 13
Time 1h 8m

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Hi I'm Ashton 
Most people on the outside on the outside say I have the looks and the life. A mom and a step dad two brother pretty simple. Right. Dead wrong my life is something must most people couldn't bear to live but I push through. I'm strong. Plus since I met him dealing with my inner self becomes easier.&nbsp;

"Life is like a roller coaster it has it's ups and downs but after the ride is over you'll be thankful for the experience."All Rights Reserved

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EXTRAORDINARY LOVE STORY by rashaee2x

"Life is hard but it can always be better."

Flowerpower - Ashton by laurapxpp

It has been a year since I left without telling anyone Only three people knew, my parents and YOU! You don't know how much I missed you They told me to don't Keep in touch with my friends and family, that's why I didn't give anyone a sign of life from me But now we are back again ~Laura XOXO

Stay With Me § BWWM JB by yanaabananaa

•COMPLETED• You are about to step foot on a roller coaster ride that you might be on for a while. Throughout the ride you'll find yourself wanting to vomit, but you manage to hold it in. When you see everyone getting off, you realize that the ride is finally over and once your feet hit the ground, you feel like a weight has been lifted off your shoulders. Then you look into the distance and feel so relieved because you see something not so horrific. The thing you see is what you've been waiting for ever since you got on that hell of a ride. It just might take you some time to actually get there considering there's a huge crowd in your way and it's hard to get through. Hopefully by the time you actually get there, it's what you thought it was going to be. Justin's life is that roller coaster. He has gone through so much that he breaks down and loses himself. Hopefully he can find his way back from the darkness and be met with light. Then once he's able to do that, let's pray that he can remain happy. Hope you enjoy. (:

Fix the Broken»Lashton (editing) by maydaymay0

Ashton was a quiet kid, he kept everything to himself. He had no friends but lots of internet friends.His best online friend was Michael. They both played lots of video games and video chat. Also Ashton had a suicidal account on tumblr. He didn't tell a single soul not even to his best friend. Luke was outgoing and very curious.One day he found Ashton's account.He was just searching what 'anorexia' meant then he saw Ashton on the hashtag. He look at his page and felt sick. Ashton was so skinny and had cuts almost all over his body. He wanted to help him but didn't know how. He couldn't tell no body because he doesn't have any real friends. Luke got an idea. He created a tumblr account and decided to talk to him online. He hoped this would workout. Luke wanted to Fix the Broken

Greyhound by Sprinting_Ginger

Meeting someone at your lowest point who understands the struggle you're facing can be everything, until your struggles become the reasons you're hurting each other... how do you keep on trying to move forward when all you want is to fix the things in your past..? *** Ashton Irwin Fan Fiction **please see info page for list of triggers and other important things to know before/during reading **

Safe Haven || mgc by chocolatemilkparty-

"What's that?" The boy quickly brought his hand to the girl's cheek, softly brushing over the purple skin, determined to not hurt her. But she still winced slightly under his touch. "Nothing." Her voice sounded broken and scared when she pulled away quickly. She didn't want to face him like that. The boy's expression softened immediately, his eyes full of worry. "Was it him?" "I tripped and fell down the stairs." "Why don't you leave him?" When she looked at her best friend, with so much sadness and concern, paired with anger for the boy who caused her all this pain, in his eyes, she felt her heart shatter. "I love him." He shook his head slowly. "No, you don't. You love the idea of him." [Trigger warning: this story contains talking about triggering topics, such as abusive and toxic relationships.] #1 in toxicrelationship #4 in michael5sos #10 in 5sosfam #12 in mgc #14 in 5sauce #16 in 5sosfanfiction #38 in michaelclifford #43 in bands #53 in 5sosfanfic

My Broken Bandage~~ An Ashton Irwin fan fiction by 1963021308lou

I had always thought highly of myself. I always made good grades, always the good child. Mom let me stay out past 3 because she knew that I was making "good choices". Well they used to be "good choices" till I was in my senior year of College. When you see 'Mean Girls', it is nothing compared to what I go through. I did things. Things that my mother wouldn't think would be "good choices". I then met the lovable Ashton Irwin. I looked down at his wrists... cutting scars. I looked at my wrists... fresh cuts. I looked up at his concerned face. "I guess I need to be your broken bandage." "YOU JUST HAVE TO PUSH EVERYONE AWAY FROM YOU, PRIMROSE! INCLUDING ME! IF you just were going to let dangle by a string then cut me off... you could've let me hold the scissors." I sniffed into the camera, "Goodbye world. It was nice knowing ya." I turned off the camera and looked at the pills in my hands. Goodbye Ashton. I never wanted to push you away.

Blame for Blame ✔ by Electricbluriots

"One body: A death, a suicide, and now a murder. Lunacy is settling over, leaving its fingerprints on them, while breathing down their necks. The warm kiss of air is mistaken for nothing but a midnight breeze, and finger prints not much more than dirt. "Are you worthy enough, huh? Do you think I'm such a fool? You'll die there. Ashton Kahn. Mark my words. You are going to die and your family is going to live a dead life. You know what grief is? Of course, why would YOU know? You haven't been miserable for once in your life, have you? You have always been the super-star, haven't you? Of course you'll die. You deserve nothing but a deadly, rotten grave. You are such a chick, aren't you? Huh. I hate you Ashton Kahn. You are so mean. You think wealth is the world. You think beauty is the world. Don't you find having the best muscles, having the best grades, having the perfect eyes, having the perfect clothes, shoes-" Her words were so powerful, her expression meaner. She meant it. And how right she was. There I was, living a beautiful life. Of course I had no idea what misery is. I'd never been miserable for a second. Hah. She was giving me a lesson. The feeling was so intense, her words ruling my brain, empowering my veins. I was so useless. Have I ever cried? Have I ever thought why people say Life is just a Lie? Did I ever care why was the guy behind the coffee shop shutters crying? Did I ever gave it a second thought what did that guy felt when I called him Bozo? Or what was going on with that girl I heard of whose parents died a day ago? Of course, what was I capable of feeling? And there I had always thought I was the perfect me. The boy who could do anything. The boy who ruled. The boy who lived. Life is just a Lie. And for the first time in ever, I felt it to be so, so real. The reality of this was ever-awakening, it's power would have killed a soul. Life is just a Lie.

Out Of My Limit | Ashton Irwin by KoaKoalas96

"You're just out of my limit." Ashton said. "Do you know what our experiences has been like? A roller coaster. We both had our ups and downs. We both had the excitement together, and worst parts together. Yet we can never get enough of it, as we end up going back on the same ride and go through the same experience again." *First story I've written :)* [Completed 2015]

Older Brothers by candycat27

Drama. Drama. Drama. That pretty much describes my life. I mean when your living with your 7 older brothers, 5 cousins, best friends, and a 3 month old baby, life can't get any better! And then there's school. Well school is school. Loaded with a the different 'groups' of kids. The geeks, popular, etc. And last but not least, my parents. We don't even know where they are most the time since they go on business trips after business trips. They come for for a week at the most and leave again. My family is not rich, but not poor. We have more than enough money to get the nice things we want, but we have to earn them. My life sounds pretty interesting huh?

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EXTRAORDINARY LOVE STORY cover

Flowerpower - Ashton cover

Stay With Me § BWWM JB cover

Fix the Broken»Lashton (editing) cover

Greyhound cover

Safe Haven || mgc cover

My Broken Bandage~~ An Ashton Irwin fan fiction cover

Blame for Blame ✔ cover

Out Of My Limit | Ashton Irwin cover

Older Brothers cover

EXTRAORDINARY LOVE STORY

"Life is hard but it can always be better."