This isn't really a story, but just a book composed of what I write in my worst moments. I have found that writing in my phones notes brings me peace, so I have decided to share what I think, kind of like a public diary. Definitely not complete now, and if it ever comes to an end will have to be considered at a later time. I have no schedule for updating this story, new parts will just come when I need to write my feelings.All Rights Reserved