If We Could Have Been

It's not a fear of crushing rejection or swallowing shame. Not the need of full feeling acceptance or the wholesome completion I know I will feel with being with you. I didn't fight against the cosmos or a climactic prophecy of battles or tears. the courage didn't explode nor the wither away. The words where always there.

I write to you because the glass half empty is now overflowing with a need, a passion, a want to be in your arms.