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A Desire Worth Darkness

DeStInY_BiErSaCk

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Reads 313
Votes 9
Parts 9
Time 47m

DeStInY_BiErSaCk

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She had it all, the perfect boyfriend, the best of friends anyone could wish for. But she had a past, a haunting one that could make her lay awake and scream in terror at night. Everything that was good in her life came crashing down, leaving her broken, scarred and unloved. Feeling hopeless she couldn't take it much longer. Will Echo ever love again? See what happens when she meets the Mysterious and dark emo boy that flipped everything around.  Will either one of them get cut on each others broken pieces? Is that a risk they're both willing to make? The extremities of the desire for more than darkness and bleeding wrists in this world for the both of them will either bring them together or create more tragedy...  *warning, has scenes of self harm and abuse that could be triggering*All Rights Reserved

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Self love by jazzyfizzisbubbly

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Lost To Darkness (CallMeKevin Fanfic) by Youtuber_01

*TRIGGERS ARE INCLUDED MENTIONS OF R*APE AND SE*FH*ARM* Nina Rivers wasn't your average 23 year old girl living in Cork, Ireland. When Nina was a baby her parents gave her up for adoption where she was put in a foster home. Nina never knew why her parents didn't want her but it made her sad that they did. When Nina was 10 not only was she bullied by some of the other kids but she was also raped by one of her older foster brothers...that went on for 3 years which fears and scarred Nina for life. She wanted to tell someone so bad but she feared getting hurt and getting kicked out of the one place she was fed and taken care of...but eventually when Nina was 14, she couldn't do it anymore and ran away from her foster home. Every day was a constant fear of humans and human touch and everyday she was in constant pain. However, one day a nice old lady spotted poor little Nina and took her home to clean her up. Nina trusted the old lady and told her everything that happened and the old lady who lived alone let her stay with her until she was able to get back on her feet. It was a hard adjustment at first with the constant nightmares and flashbacks but the old lady who she considered family has always been there for her. So slowly but surely Nina started to feel better enough to get a job and save up. When Nina was 18, she managed to find a pretty sedentary job until she got enough money to move out. After another year, unfortunately the old lady passes away which left Nina extremely sad and depressed. Having enough money she finally to move to Cork, Ireland... However...it wasn't what she seemed as all her fears and nightmares came back...Nina constantly feared everything and everyone, she feared men, she was extremely shy and antisocial and just so paranoid to leave house most times...so what happens when hurting herself is the only option she can do? What happens when she leaves the house for once and meets someone along the way? What happens next?

Mason's Angel (Completed) by Yellow1017

"What's your problem?" He asks darkly. "What's your problem?" I spit back. "Why do you keep following me?" He hisses. "I don't follow you!" I shout back. "Then how come where ever I go you end up going or being there?" He questions in a raised voice. "Its a coincidence." I say back in the same tone. He then moves forward towards me, and I take a step back but my back hits the brick wall. He puts his arms up his palms against the wall caging me in looking into my eyes. I won't look at him though, I look to the ground scared. "Just leave me alone...stay away." He whispers in my ear before he walks away to his car with his head down. -- When Dylan accidentally bumps into Mason in school things change. Dylan isn't scared away from him, or the rumors about him. She wonders about him, and what is up with him. When Mason decides Dylan needs to stay away from him he can't seem to keep it that way. He has a weird need to protect her... From everything. Which means finding out about her past... Will he soften up around her, or keep is bad boy dangerous ways? What happened when his fighting life comes into his normal life? What will happen when they find out about Dylan? Will Mason be able to keep her safe? Or will his boss find a way to keep him fighting?

Fading Away ✅ by kia_spens18

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Slay My Soul by CassidyRoseNZ

There once was a girl who had a little curl right in the middle of her forehead, and when she was good she was very, very good, but when she was bad, she was horrid. Ok admittedly I don't have a curl, and I don't plan on being horrid. I plan to be their worst fucking nightmare. They took the love of my life from me, and they have broken me more than any of their previous attempts could ever dream to. But the jokes on them. My pain is my gain, and I will use it to destroy them. I will solve the prophecy and end this ridiculous power struggle. I will watch their blood fall to the swing of my sword, and I will do it with a smile on my face. My only concern is what will be left of me once the bodies fall. My inner darkness is a crazy, bloodthirsty bitch that enjoys wreaking havoc. I'm not sure that's quite what the Fate's had in mind as their champion and future queen. Meh, fuck it. Let the chips fall where they may. This is the final book in the Pieces of Me trilogy. This is not a stand-alone. Please note this is a reverse harem/ why choose book. Please read the trigger warnings inside. Explicit content R18 readers.

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The Death Of Me by HannahxGracex

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The unreachable mountain by Growened

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Self love

Love is something we all dream about, something we feel we need or want ONLY from our "dream guy/girl" something we're suppose to get from them. After all they are the only ones who can save us right? Cinderella, Sleeping beauty, all those over cheesy romance classics. What do these all have in common? A night in shining amour comes sweeping a damsel in distress off her feet. That is what's supposed to happen right ? But What if we lived in a world where there was at least one person who decided she no longer needed a boyfriend to put her broken pieces back together from what her ex bf did... What if we lived in a world where at least one person decided they wanted to be their own saving grace. Follow along as Kayli learns and teaches the importance of self love. not edited