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A Desire Worth Darkness

DeStInY_BiErSaCk

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Reads 313
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Parts 9
Time 47m

DeStInY_BiErSaCk

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She had it all, the perfect boyfriend, the best of friends anyone could wish for. But she had a past, a haunting one that could make her lay awake and scream in terror at night. Everything that was good in her life came crashing down, leaving her broken, scarred and unloved. Feeling hopeless she couldn't take it much longer. Will Echo ever love again? See what happens when she meets the Mysterious and dark emo boy that flipped everything around.  Will either one of them get cut on each others broken pieces? Is that a risk they're both willing to make? The extremities of the desire for more than darkness and bleeding wrists in this world for the both of them will either bring them together or create more tragedy...  *warning, has scenes of self harm and abuse that could be triggering*All Rights Reserved

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