My WHAT IF's
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  • Parts 3
  • Time 9m
Ongoing, First published Mar 08, 2019
Mature
Have you ever wonder kung anong kalalabasan ng isang desisyon? There are lots of questions in my mind.. Like, "Paano kaya kung sinagot ko siya? Paano kaya kung pinayagan ko siyang manatili pa sa tabi ko ng mas matagal? Paano kung hanggang ngayon, kami pa rin dalawa? Paano kung hindi ko siya pinayagang umalis? 

Hindi kami pero alam kong may nararamdaman din siya katulad nitong nararamdaman ko para sa kanya. Paano ko nasabi? Dahil nakikita ko sa mga mata niya at nararamdaman ko yun. Hindi man kami nag-uusap ng madalas alam kong hindi mawawala yung koneksiyon na yun sa pagitan namin. Alam mo yung koneksiyon na kahit hindi man kayo magsalita at kahit walang kahit na isang salita ang lumabas sa bibig niyo, naiintindihan niyo pa rin yung isa't isa. 

Sa totoo lang, madalas kong sisihin ang sarili ko sa lahat ng bagay na nangyayari sa akin. Kasama na doon ang mga bagay na nangyari sa amin. Nalilito ako.. Hindi ko alam kung sinong sisisihin ko. Ako ba dahil pinakawalan ko kaagad siya? O siya na nakikita kong masaya sa iba kaya naisipan kong palayain na?  Nakakainis. Hindi ako makatulog ng maayos at pati pag-aaral ko naaapektuhan sa lahat ng mga nangyari..

Pero ano kaya ang gagawin ko kapag nalaman ko na naghihintay pa rin siya na bumalik ang dati naming pagsasama. Bibigyan ko pa ba ng pangalawang pagkakataon ang pag-ibig at ibalik muli ang dating kami O mas pipiliin kong umiwas na lang at kalimutan ang lahat kahit paulit-ulit na nadudurog ang puso ko sa tuwing makikita siya na masaya sa iba?

Please spend time reading my story because I know that you will never regret..😘

Thanks in advance💕

                                               _BinibiningPantas_
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"You should be careful, love. If I can find out about you, so can they." "I'm sorry, but I don't take advices from c*** s****." "Why don't you come see me tonight. Although Jay will probably kill us both if we get caught, I think I can make an exception for you." "I think I'll pass. Man w***** are not really my type." A sassy beauty and a seemingly sex toy, kept purely for the satisfaction of a ruthless and psychopathic mafia boss. A simple man, driven mad by the betrayal of his loved one, unwittingly caught up with the devil's attention. Or ... they might be someone totally different. Nothing will be what it seem and you better keep your eyes wide open, if you want to survive. Two people, who have their paths crossed with each other .... but is it for better or worse?? Only time will tell.. Republished on 16/10/2023. Hope third time is the charm..☺️☺️ A/N - story line is all mine. Apologies if any resemblance to another story. Photo credit to rightful owners. Cover done by @-bts7sins- ❤ All the names and events are purely fiction. No disrespect meant for anyone. This book is set in the mafia world and contains usual triggering subject such as ~~Blood ~~Fights ~~Detailed scenes of torture ~~Psychotic behavior of the villain. ~~Degrading language ~~Non-con scenes (not explicit and only in relation to the villain) ~~Murder (Not gorified) ~~Drug Use. ~~Explicit scenes 🔥 The villain in the story is a psychopath. All the scenes with triggering contents will be marked with ❌❌❌❌ Even though there is quiet a bit of these psychotic behaviour, it's not from our beloved taekook. I will give as little details as possible but kindly refrain from reading if it's not your cup of tea. This story will have mature themes. So read at your own risk. You've been warned. Happy reading. 💜💜