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How Did I Ever Love You?

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Reads 743
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Parts 31
Time 1h 27m

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First things first, just prepare yourself for 10000 chapters of this crap 
Also I am so sorry for how I portray France in this but I didn't know who else to use xD
Also also, I feel like this is VERY ooc but that's on purpose 
also also also, sorry some of the chapters are kinda short :/
Warnings and stuff: Self-harm, depression, mention of suicide
(If thoughts of homicide is considered a warning here ya go)
Also this isn't that good sorry... ;-;All Rights Reserved

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France's Little Servant by HetaliaFanfics55555

When the countries find out about France having the one thing he wants to keep alive he wants to protect her. He doesn't know if the countries will take her away or try to kill her. Even if France is keeping her alive one fatal blow could kill her. So France is determined to get back to his former glory. When he was a strong country that some feared. But the only thing is getting there will bring up some bad memories. Memories that may scare away the love of his life, Alice. Will she hate him? France doesn't want to take that chance. So he has to make sure Alice never finds out. Even if it means hurting himself. ••••••••••

Hetalia crack and randomness 1 [FINISHED] by Vraena

This is gonna be crack like and random stuff. I'll probably do some role play with characters. This was when I was a new Hetalia weeb, forgive my grammar mistakes! DISCLAIMER: I don't own Hetalia

Valuable Assests by RayneOfDeath

Aline, a 23-year-old in a historically ambiguous- though 1690-resembling- France has worked in her family business her whole life. Her family helped found the largest criminal organization in the area so she grew up with a hardened personality. While on one of her jobs she is trapped and forced to sign a contract that forces her to work for a year under an enemy corporation. While away from home she discovers that the world outside is much different than her home. Making more mistakes than she thought possible, she attempts to try the waters of living apart from her family for the first time and leaves a series of disasters in her wake. Featuring some fluffy romance, bad humor, and an illegal gay wedding, this book has a lot of lighter themes. However, some darker themes are included. I advise proceeding with caution for those triggered by the following: Violence, gore, rape (not graphic), some slurs (no n-words or the like), prolonged sexual abuse, mental/emotional abuse, physical abuse, prostitution, symptoms of PTSD and themes of depression as well as brief periods of suicidal thoughts and/or actions. If any of these bother you I am more than willing to send you rewrites of any triggering chapters that avoid triggering subjects without messing with the plot so that you may still read the piece. Simply message me which of the above triggers you have and I'll send edited chapters accordingly. *THIS IS NOT GRAMMATICALLY EDITED AND THERE IS NO SET POSTING SCHEDULE. PLEASE DO NOT COPY, REPOST, ETC.*

Inevitable Destruction by Sanna_is_alone

Dazai angst I felt like writing ACTUAL WRITING WILL BE POSTED BY APRIL 30TH !PLEASE MIND THE TW'S THIS IS INCREDIBLY HEAVY! Child endangerment Child abuse Hypothermia Starvation/Descriptions of intense hunger Suicidal thoughts/Ideation Implications of non consensual medical drug usage Self harm Blood Gun/Blades Thoughts/Urges to hurt others (?) Dehumanization Depression Self neglect Suicide/Attempt (VERY descriptive) Panic attack descriptions Slight religious imagery (?) Descriptions of gore/injury Brief mention of torture Law breaking/reckless driving (?) Emotional suppression (?) Drastic mood swings/changes Mentioned character death Playlist on first part and taking suggestions

Hetalia x reader *Oneshots* DISCONTINUED by Kittykatlord25

Hey! If you didn't already know, i'm making a Hetalia x reader oneshot book. You can request, here are the rules 1. You need to tell me which character EXAMPLE: Canada x reader 2. how it's going to be EXAMPLE: Fluff, sad, maybe lemon, or normal 3. Tell me what the plot is EXAMPLE: France wants to confess to (y/n) but doesn't know how to. so he ask for help 4. Tell me the characters personality EXAMPLE: Kuudere, Tsundere, Yandere (NOTE! They both can be yandere) Insane, depressed, etc 5. Tell me age EXAMPLE: Teen! England x reader (<Note that the reader is not a teen) 6. I will not do OC's. I'm really sorry but I just find it unfair for the other readers.

Mission of Love by sskkbeanietoy

This is my first story, so it might be cringey. Please feel free to send your feedback in the comments, I'd appreciate it! ------------------------ Warning: fluff

[UKFr] If I Can Go Back... by Blanchefleur

This just got into my mind so, I couldn't help but write it. Thank you for wasting a bit of your time in reading this. By the way, this contains a huuuuuge story, making me put France out of character. How could a 16 year-old lad with an appearance of a little lady would act like a pervert in front of other pirates? So... I found it hard and made France act in and out of character until he came back to his own, old self. By the way, all italicised letters, words and sentences are all the characters' thoughts. The story is confusing at first since it has a huge twist, but when you get a hold of it, you'll actually get what it is all about. Characters: Pirate!England, 16 and 26 years old France, 17 and 23 years old England Pairings: United Kingdom x France/UKFr Genre: Romance, Fantasy, Action Warnings: Violence and mature content at the end // Republishing this here. This was uploaded in my old account. :D

Bakugou Oneshots by ReallyTiredLol

Most of it is gonna be angst, but there will be some fluff. I'll update whenever I have motivation; dont expect an even updating schedule- Maybe every week? You can also request basically any scenario and any ship(with Bakugo). This book is completed, Im not making any more oneshots for this book.

• GENMUI ONESHOTS (3) • by MistHashiraMui

HEYY THERE BROS So uh, this may or may not be my third one shot book, but I have my reasons, so please bare with me on that one anyway, if you're new, I write GENMUI (as you'd see) and I have a lot of heavy subjects, such as.. the trigger warnings below ‼️TW‼️ This may include -Su1c1de/thoughts -De4th -SH (S3lf h4rm) Or other things such as that, I will add as I go but they're just some things that may appear, I'll put trigger warnings in each of the chapters ENJOY BRO!! ANGST- 💙 FLUFF- 🤍 SMUT?-❤ AU- 🧡

S.O.S. [Depressed!France X England] by ZeynepFyo444

Francis loses his happiness, and painful thoughts say hi to his soul, as if it was fun for them to see him like that. As if he deserved to be so. During this time, Arthur realizes that something is wrong with him, and he starts to care about him more than he did in the past. He thinks that it is nothing more than a friendship relation. However he doesn't know that he is wrong... "C'est un S.O.S, je suis touchée je suis à terre Entends-tu ma détresse, y a t-il quelqu'un? Je sens que je me perds." -S.O.S. by Indila !!WARNING!! -This story contains suicide attempts, depressive thoughts and self-harm. If you don't feel okay with them, don't read it. -There's no lemon/smut stuff in this story. -I don't own Hetalia and the characters. -Enjoy! :) [COMPLETED IN -20/10/2018-]

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France's Little Servant

When the countries find out about France having the one thing he wants to keep alive he wants to protect her. He doesn't know if the countries will take her away or try to kill her. Even if France is keeping her alive one fatal blow could kill her. So France is determined to get back to his former glory. When he was a strong country that some feared. But the only thing is getting there will bring up some bad memories. Memories that may scare away the love of his life, Alice. Will she hate him? France doesn't want to take that chance. So he has to make sure Alice never finds out. Even if it means hurting himself. ••••••••••