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How Did I Ever Love You?

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Reads 759
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Parts 31
Time 1h 27m

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First things first, just prepare yourself for 10000 chapters of this crap 
Also I am so sorry for how I portray France in this but I didn't know who else to use xD
Also also, I feel like this is VERY ooc but that's on purpose 
also also also, sorry some of the chapters are kinda short :/
Warnings and stuff: Self-harm, depression, mention of suicide
(If thoughts of homicide is considered a warning here ya go)
Also this isn't that good sorry... ;-;All Rights Reserved

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MCYT oneshots by hell00___

˙ · .○≷───────────── ～ ∇∆∇ ～─────────────≶○. · ˙ Just basically, inspired oneshots, or like my own idea. More Purpled and Ranboo centric! I'll still write other people. Also, I'm not professional when writing this, I'm doing this out of boredom lol NO SMUT! THERE'S LIKE ONE SHIP IN THIS ENTIRE BOOK AND IT'S AWESAMPONK, IT'S AT LEAST 1% CANON IN MY BRAIN. ○✧ ────────── ⋘ �� ⋙ ────────── ✧○ Wholesome/fluff - ❤️ Angst - 🌹 I have no idea what this is - ✨ Hurt/Comfort (???) - 🪐 ○─────────《 TW 》─────────○ some of these chapters can include: Pills/Medication Self harm/Abuse Blood/Gore Suicidal thoughts Panic/Anxiety attacks A lot of CRYING (Sob fests) Puke Swearing Manipulation Cringy Writing ○✧ ────────── ⋘ �� ⋙ ────────── ✧○ Since these are oneshots, and I want to write something other than inspired shit with a different ending you can request stuff, cause requests are indeed open. ○✧ ────────── ⋘ �� ⋙ ────────── ✧○ ALL ART IN THIS BOOK IS MINE! (some chapters don't have banners cause i'm working on them) ˙ · .○≷───────────── ～ ∆∇∆～─────────────≶○. · ˙ #40 purpled - 5/12/21 #440 ranboo - 5/12/21 #61 awesamdude - 5/12/21 #11 dropsbyponk - 5/12/21

Inevitable Destruction by Sanna_is_alone

Dazai angst I felt like writing ACTUAL WRITING WILL BE POSTED BY APRIL 30TH !PLEASE MIND THE TW'S THIS IS INCREDIBLY HEAVY! Child endangerment Child abuse Hypothermia Starvation/Descriptions of intense hunger Suicidal thoughts/Ideation Implications of non consensual medical drug usage Self harm Blood Gun/Blades Thoughts/Urges to hurt others (?) Dehumanization Depression Self neglect Suicide/Attempt (VERY descriptive) Panic attack descriptions Slight religious imagery (?) Descriptions of gore/injury Brief mention of torture Law breaking/reckless driving (?) Emotional suppression (?) Drastic mood swings/changes Mentioned character death Playlist on first part and taking suggestions

"Darkness" {Book 2} =Complete= by Larry-Lost

Jyushimatsu... Are you ok? useless.. weirdo pathetic .. The ball of sunshine has then turned into a ball of despair and darkness.. {HI! The cover photo is my art! I'll show you the progress shots one by one in my chapters! If you haven't read "Dream" please read that first! Time for le warning! : This book contains Cuts/Suicide thoughts/LargeLanguage/etc. Enjoy!} Karen is my friend and she helps me with chapters! This is old so I suggest not to read this. But feel free to do so.

$Melancholia {UsUk Fanfiction} by trash_master$

*Warning* This story deals with heavy topics like suicide and depression. You've been warned. (I'll come up with a description later)

Bakugou Oneshots by ReallyTiredLol

Most of it is gonna be angst, but there will be some fluff. I'll update whenever I have motivation; dont expect an even updating schedule- Maybe every week? You can also request basically any scenario and any ship(with Bakugo). This book is completed, Im not making any more oneshots for this book.

[UKFr] If I Can Go Back... by Blanchefleur

This just got into my mind so, I couldn't help but write it. Thank you for wasting a bit of your time in reading this. By the way, this contains a huuuuuge story, making me put France out of character. How could a 16 year-old lad with an appearance of a little lady would act like a pervert in front of other pirates? So... I found it hard and made France act in and out of character until he came back to his own, old self. By the way, all italicised letters, words and sentences are all the characters' thoughts. The story is confusing at first since it has a huge twist, but when you get a hold of it, you'll actually get what it is all about. Characters: Pirate!England, 16 and 26 years old France, 17 and 23 years old England Pairings: United Kingdom x France/UKFr Genre: Romance, Fantasy, Action Warnings: Violence and mature content at the end // Republishing this here. This was uploaded in my old account. :D

Peace In Pieces (WW3) [COMPLETE] by LackToastInTolerance

It's sometime in the future. World War III has come. No country is safe from it. They have taken it too far. A breaking point. Hell. All countries are at a raging on war. One that can't seem to be resolved. They've past the point of no return... No backward glances... Their games of make believe are at an end. (( Hetalia: World War Three )) ((No. This is not really going to happen. I hope... I MEAN NO OFFENSE TO ANYONE OR ANY COUNTRY!)) ((I DO NOT OWN HETALIA.))

• GENMUI ONESHOTS (3) • by MistHashiraMui

HEYY THERE BROS So uh, this may or may not be my third one shot book, but I have my reasons, so please bare with me on that one anyway, if you're new, I write GENMUI (as you'd see) and I have a lot of heavy subjects, such as.. the trigger warnings below ‼️TW‼️ This may include -Su1c1de/thoughts -De4th -SH (S3lf h4rm) Or other things such as that, I will add as I go but they're just some things that may appear, I'll put trigger warnings in each of the chapters ENJOY BRO!! ANGST- 💙 FLUFF- 🤍 SMUT?-❤ AU- 🧡

Rules are Rules-Hetalia RusAme by Pastanerd23

*some chapters are very long ;-;* Russia and America adore each other, but could never say a word. One is haunted by the thought of his people and family hating him. And the other doesn't even understand his own feelings. Although when an unfortunate event causes them to come together, how will their worlds treat them? (Warnings: Homophobia, attempted suicide, angst, swearing, sexual themes, abuse) Yeah this is one big fuked up story I can't believe I'm writing... xD Disclaimer: I don't own Hetalia, I just own the plot. Also I'm so sorry for how I portray certain countries in this lol

A Forlonged Love (a Hetalia fanfiction) by HoneyandBiscuits

First of all the disclaimer, I don't own hetalia. Second, please do not bash me for making a character. Third, as you can tell this is a romance. I'm not telling you who get together. (It takes all the fun away.) You can figure it out for yourself. I may pull your heart strings though and turn it all around on you guys. (Evil laughter.) I will post warnings at the beginning of chapters when I feel that it is needed to warn you of content. Well, read the prologue to find out if you want to read this! Have fun! ^-^

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˙ · .○≷───────────── ～ ∇∆∇ ～─────────────≶○. · ˙ Just basically, inspired oneshots, or like my own idea. More Purpled and Ranboo centric! I'll still write other people. Also, I'm not professional when writing this, I'm doing this out of boredom lol NO SMUT! THERE'S LIKE ONE SHIP IN THIS ENTIRE BOOK AND IT'S AWESAMPONK, IT'S AT LEAST 1% CANON IN MY BRAIN. ○✧ ────────── ⋘ �� ⋙ ────────── ✧○ Wholesome/fluff - ❤️ Angst - 🌹 I have no idea what this is - ✨ Hurt/Comfort (???) - 🪐 ○─────────《 TW 》─────────○ some of these chapters can include: Pills/Medication Self harm/Abuse Blood/Gore Suicidal thoughts Panic/Anxiety attacks A lot of CRYING (Sob fests) Puke Swearing Manipulation Cringy Writing ○✧ ────────── ⋘ �� ⋙ ────────── ✧○ Since these are oneshots, and I want to write something other than inspired shit with a different ending you can request stuff, cause requests are indeed open. ○✧ ────────── ⋘ �� ⋙ ────────── ✧○ ALL ART IN THIS BOOK IS MINE! (some chapters don't have banners cause i'm working on them) ˙ · .○≷───────────── ～ ∆∇∆～─────────────≶○. · ˙ #40 purpled - 5/12/21 #440 ranboo - 5/12/21 #61 awesamdude - 5/12/21 #11 dropsbyponk - 5/12/21