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Hi there!
It seems you have found my wattpad diary.
My name is Dan.
I am currently 6 feet, so I'm fairly tall for a year eight, but hopefully I'll stop growing now.
My diary is only gonna be under mature rating because I have a bit of a swearing issue and I'll be talking about some sensitive subjects (I'm sorry!)
- Read below! -
Disclaimer: I am not the real Daniel Howell, I just needed to create this account for the diary fanfic that I'm writing. Sorry if it's bad.
I made it by writing my own diary, twisting a load of stuff and adding in some "how awkward would it be if"s and voila!
You have this...
Enjoy!
(Btw this is kind of a phan boyxboy so don't read it if you don't like it.)
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