Let this wind blow me away

"Pain is temporary
Quitting lasts forever."

'Life is tough my dear but so are you', I keep saying it to myself.
I looked at my bare feet. And the lifeless ground underneath. 'I don't know what to do'. I just say it. And Everything shifts.
Firstly it's all foggy around me then I start to see:
Colours,
And then things,
And Myself. I see myself in a 'don't know what to do' situation. But there's not only me.
There's someone I'm staring at.
Someone wearing dark red and blue.
But I can't see the face. I don't know what's going on. I just can see that I am constantly moving backwards.
I take a step backwards. And gasp. And then keep moving backwards and say 'What are you doing? '.
The person doesn't stops. He keeps approaching towards me.
I keep moving. I can see myself sweating all over and I don't want the room to end. I don't wanna feel the wall. My heart would pop out if I opened my mouth again.
'Stop'I said .
Now my heart is beating even more faster. I have strange feelings. I look away from the face I'm staring at. And I close my eyes. Then the thing happens before which I wish I would have killed myself.
THE ROOM ENDED.
And I froze to death.
The world turned upside down and I lied on the the cold, lifeless floor beneath me.

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