I love him
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I'm certain that Jordan is my soul mate
But he's straight and in a relationship and I don't think there will ever be a chance where he'd be gay for me
But as of lately weird things have been happening between us that make me hope that maybe there is a chance for him to be gay for me.
So without further ado follow my true story with a bit of imagination on how I'm trying to win Jordan's heart
The only guy I have ever to love.
Please note that this was my very first story on this platform and there are definitely errors and misspelled words so yeah.
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