The Screwed Up Club *NEW AND IMPROVED*

Nell counted her fingers to feel in control.

Blue covered his scars with tattoos and a smile that said "come and fix me". And all the girls fell for it.

Well, except for Nell. She wasn't going to let herself; she had bigger things to worry about than mending Blue's broken heart. Hell, she didn't even have time to mend her own. Not with a scholarship to keep and medical school to get into.

That was easy to forget, though, when you were unfortunately sharing a bathroom with the tone-deaf asshole who liked to sing in the shower and walk around in just a towel.

And the more she's around Blue, the more she realizes that they're the same; just two members of The Screwed Up Club who were running from their pasts the only ways they knew how. She knew she couldn't fix him, that no one could. But maybe she didn't want to.

Maybe all she wanted was someone to be broken with, someone who showed her that giving up control and surrendering to the chaos wasn't so bad after all.

What she didn't realize is that sometimes when you let in the chaos, you lose yourself.