stole a car

I stole my foster parents car to get out of their house but I think that I should have waited for my worker to move me out of their house instead of taking their car but I was so fucking mad and I'm thinking back on it and now I know for a fact thatI messed up my life and now know that noone will want me or love me for what I did and now i can say that I fucked up big time and wish that I could go back to the way things were when I lived with them and not have stole the car and stayed with them for as long as they would have let me stay and the wrost part is that I'm back in a fucking group home and I'm so alone with no one to love or o love me the way that my foster family loved me and I miss them so fucking much , man does life suck ass right now and I don't think that it will get better for me at this point in time I know that I should be in jovinal hall but I'm in a group home and thatis still the same as being locked up and with no friends or family to love you hurts very bad and I think that life is always thiss hard and if you have it easy then you are not living life to the fullest and you are not living your own live if you have someone else do everything for you. I love you all on wattpad and I hope you all still like me yours trully crystalann.crawford9