To my family...

If my family ever see this..and I'm not around I just want you to finally understand what's going on in my head or..was...I know it's too late to save me but..two years ago it started and I couldn't stop it like..it started growing and things got harder including my illness everything hurt and became more clear I couldn't rlly explain in well I just knew I wanted to push everyone away and to those saying I never knew what love was...I really did I loved a boy called jakøb...that's when I finally realised how powerful love was..it can take control of ur life...but that pain..was like a migraine in my heart and head I did love everyone I am not Satan as people say I do have a heart and I'm not sure I could have been helped or anything cause nothing worked and all I could do was shut my room door drag my knees into my arms and sob whilst leaning against my room door..so I'm in a better place xxxxxxxxxxxx