Sander Jones was once irrevocably in love with Amber Jensen, the most popular girl in the freshman year. A boy suffering through puberty, Sander could only dream he, with braces and thick, wide-rimmed chances, would ever have a chance with Amber. When an unexpected call results in Sander receiving a recording contract, Sander moves to Los Angeles, where he stays for five years, transforming himself, and his identity.
Five years later, Sander returns to his hometown for the summer, a changed man. Now he has charisma, good looks, and fame. As a bonus, Amber has taken an interest in Sander. But, his feelings have changed. Someone else has won his heart - but has he won hers?
Ella is falling apart trying to live a "perfect" high school life. Then she meets Ren, who can see past her scars. Suddenly perfection isn't her only option.
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Ella Volkov is a gifted music student, but she's depressed and starting to crack under the pressure of high school. Her overbearing father won't even let her choose what instrument she plays. Then she finds herself alone at a party with Ren, her best friend's crush. She'd always thought he was rude, but after that night he's all Ella can think about. Now she's trapped. If Ella dates Ren, it will ruin her friendship with Jenny. But if she stays true to Jenny, she's losing the one person who can see past her scars. It's up to Ella to decide if she will forge her own path, or stay in the "perfect" box designed for her...
Content and/or Trigger Warning: depression, anxiety, self-harm, violence, sexual assault.
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