The life of Brianna blair

The beautiful popular Brianna The boys all wanted her she was beautiful and confident, something I envied her for I always wanted to be her, well that was until I figured out her past and her secret, Brianna Blair was different in my eyes, I could see past the mask she wore simply because I wear the same one she was depressed I could see it, I had proof also, do you want to know how? Well because Brianna Blair happens to be my best friend and I know that she fakes the biggest fucking smile and uses her amazing actress skills to make everyone think her life is a holiday when really its fucking miserable. Her mums a drunken fuck tard, Her dad basically a fucking rapist who touches her up Her whole life has been shattered around her ever since the drugs and alcohol got to her parents, She never told ANYONE Though it wouldn’t take an idiot to see that behind those beautiful emerald eyes there was a hollow passage that lead into the fucked up reality of this harsh world, she was naturally gorgeous with her emerald shimmering eyes, plump red lips, beautifully curly hair and she had an amazing body that she abused with alcohol and drugs, why? Because her life is already fucked up so why the fuck not? She hung out with all of us, Hayley, Ella, Emma and I but I don’t think they can possibly understand what is happening in her life so they choose to ignore it, not a very useful tactic but it saves them for going under the same waves she was always pushed under, but I don’t ignore It I understand and I try to help her out of the rushing water but I just end up pulling us both under, it’s almost as if she didn’t want to be saved, how can you help someone who doesn’t want to help herself? Its impossible, or is it?