trapped inside a living hell

This is just a place for me to vent because I have nobody to talk to , its like my heavy , dark and twisted diary , every word , every chapter goes along with my life , I wouldn't even call this a story more like the diary of a teenage pansexual emo , I'm scared , lonely and trapped with no escape , I'm deciding on ways to kill myself, ways on getting out , and ways of getting help ..whether you read this story or not that's up to you. As long as I get a place to voice my feeling I'm fine (but it would be nice if you read this tho)