Remembering His Love // nh // complete
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I gave everything to him. Then, two years ago, he left me for his music. I loved him, he loved me. Now, I still love Niall Horan with every fiber in my being, but I also hate him with every fiber in my being.
I gave him everything I could. My love, my mind, my life, and my heart. Apparently that, 5 years of friendship, and 3 years of dating meant nothing to him, and he left me with nothing but a broken heart and a goodbye note.
Ever since, I haven't been the same. I'm broken and shattered, and it's all because of him. Even after all that he did to me, all that breaking and shattering, I still love him with all of my heart. But I hate him, too. I hate him so, so much for loving me, and then leaving me.
The one thing that kept me going was that he promised he would come back for me.
He didn't.
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