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Despondency

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Reads 11,989
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Parts 9
Time 1h 1m

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Despondency: a state of low spirits caused by loss of hope or courage. 

When the person that lifted you up from your suffering throws you back down deeper into pain you feel lost. So of course Oikawa suffers when his one and only Iwaizumi cheats on him. 

Started: March, 16,2019


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