Dear Wattpad Readers, This is the story of my life. This is the story of my biggest struggle that I have ever encountered in my life. It includes parts of my upbringing, an addiction that I faced and still face and how I am coping. It tells of how God helped me, what hand Wattpad had in everything and what things I still believe that I need to do. If anyone wants prayer you are welcome to put it in the comments or inbox me. This is my first story and this is something deeply personal so if you are here to judge, this is a judgement free zone for all. If you all have any questions about this story again inbox me or say it in the comments. I hope that all of you all struggling with an addiction or with mental illness will tell someone who cares and give it to God. I also hope that you find inspiration and motivation from it as well. God Bless.