Teach Me How To Love *on hold*

Mia Thompson is a person living in her own world. She doesn't usually do things others her age do. She's tired of living in this world but is afraid of dying. She feels like she's just a waste of bones and organs and is someone who will never find love because she genuinely believes she doesn't deserve to be loved. Don't peg her as a lonely person though. No she is surrounded by friends and family that love her. But why is she like this? What is her story?
And will the appearance of a certain someone by the name of Xavier Hernandez in her life change her? Because she soon finds herself doing things and feeling things she never thought she could again. Can Xavier teach her how to love?..