All Time Low fanfiction, therefore, only the story is mine and the characters within it are not. All used images and lyrics belong to their respectable owners/artists.
Pairing: Jalex
Rating: NC-17
Warnings: Swearing, drinking, self-hate, abuse, sad themes, forced sexual activities, and consensual sexual activities.
It's hard watching a man you barely know constantly getting rejected.
It's harder when he's now your best friend and you watch this each weekend.
It's hardest when you balance between loving him and hating yourself while watching.
And. it. all. sucks.
15 Kapitel Abgeschlossene Geschichte Erwachseneninhalt
15 Kapitel
Abgeschlossene Geschichte
Erwachseneninhalt
DISCLAIMER: In almost ALL chapters- Self Harm, suicidal thoughts, mental illness, smut...If any of this bothers you, be careful reading it please.
Alex, a lonely 17 year old with a heart problem and a lot of anxiety is hated by nearly everyone in his school. It was stupid, he knew that, but his anxiety and depression told him otherwise. Told him that he deserved to be hated, truly. He still longed for a friend though. He'd heard a rumor about some stupid party that any other time, he wouldn't be interested in. However, for the sake of at least attempting to find a friend, he went, and he didn't regret going when a nice black and blonde haired boy struck up a conversation, and life was a crazy roller coaster ever since with the future completely unknown.
A/N; I don't own Jack or Alex or All Time Low or anyone affiliated, I just like to write stories and use their faces and bits of their personalities in these writings. This is entirely fictional and my own writing.
I also don't know exactly where I'm taking this story, but I'll be thinking of new ideas as they come to me and writing them out.
PLEASE send me suggestions and feedback!