Numb. Thats all Toby really felt. Sure, he showed a happy, out-going, fun boy. But really, all he felt was nothing. After his sister died, numbness was all he felt. He just wanted somebody to realize he was in pain, he wanted somebody to help him. He wanted his sister back, to take care of him again. To give him sweet, small kisses and hugs. He wanted to feel truly loved again. And he did when a certain proxy saw all his pain. ⚠WARNINGS!⚠ This is BOY x BOY! If you dislike boyxboy, then please leave. There will be mentions of blood and self-harm!! If you do not like the mention of blood, please either skip through or leave. Will contain LOTS of swearing/cussing!! I do not own Creepypasta. The art is not mine. All credit goes to the original artists. Other than that, I hope you enjoy this story!