Dejectedness

I have once had that feeling😈
it is nothing compared to happiness
that feeling you get when your unwanted
like seriously I don't need it
cause it is not meant for me
c'mon am too special for that
I feel disappointed with it
no smile can come to my face with it
even if I am trying to act strong😥😥😥😥😥
my heart won't let me
cause that tears will come running down
I don't need it cause I don't deserve it
I deserve to be happy
but face won't let me be
I deserve to be elated
but my fears of being dejected again won't let me
why me ? 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭
why is everyone happy not me
I wanted to ask google
I can't just say what is the name of that feeling...like seriously
it must surely have a name.....then I sat down...I thought about it
am unwanted
am disappointed
am left alone in d dark by my loved ones
my trust for d world is broken
I no longer believe in myself
please wat z dat feeling
that feeling I get when I just don't know how to explain it
but I know it not a good feeling
I call it failure and I thought what does failure have to do with this
then I thought fate whaaaaaatt....leave fate alone
Then I knew it
the idea struck me like a wind
my emotions came running after me
then I understood
I know dat feeling and emotion
it is wat I get when am not happy
when I am disappointed
it is indeed the opposite of happiness
then I knew it was DEJECTEDNESS
the worst of all feeling n emotion
I never wanted to feel dejected
the opposite of what I wanted (happiness) is what fate is bringing to me
I never wanted it but fate won't let me go

hey everyone....meet Ciara Tatiana McMahon..... she was bullied by everyone and rejected by all.. she was what you call unwanted ..she was broken and she felt the need of dieing

meet Dave he is out there to fix her

but will he be able to fix her
find out in this emotional story.....

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