Break up

Just like that we had truly broke up, we were no more. Dear Lord, how am I to move on now that I know. It was easier before, before I found out I thought I could do this , that I could move on and be better off without him. I didn't truly realise or I didn't want to realise that I had decided a while back that I could move on and was well on the process. Now look at me, I'm back to this point, back to feeeling the pain, all crying all day