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Ada kala hati tak lagi ingin mendekap erat hal yang selama ini kita pertahankan.
Banyak yang tak menyadari, jika segala hal yang dipaksakan bertahan, takkan pernah baik.
Terkadang, menyerah adalah pilihan terbaik.
Meski sesak, percayalah.
Kelak kau kan lebih bahagia,
Sebab, tak selamanya memiliki menjadi hal yang paling bahagia di muka bumi ini.
Terkadang menyerah, juga dapat membuatmu bahagia.
Bukan karena kau seorang pecundang,
Namun karena kau cukup dewasa untuk menerima kekalahan.
Saya tak cakap memainkan kata
Tak pandai merangkai aksara
Hanya mampu ungkapkan isi kepala lewat kata
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