Why? (A 5SOS love/bullying fanfic)
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Why did she hate herself?
Why did she have suicidal thoughts?
Why did she self harm?
All she asks is 'why?' She never asks 'how', 'when', 'who', or anything else...just always why
Katie was only 14, she didn't have many friends but she did have a lot of enemy's. When she started year 10, something incredible happened to her life. Will Katie have a happy ending or will she continue hating herself forever?
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