It's Not Just A Story

"I'm not gonna lie to myself anymore, especially in this book. I have the feeling to write all of it down here, how scary it is for me to write it down like this, but I wanna help myself at the end after all, right? I don't truly wanna give up. I mean I wanna continue living this life to find my own unique key to contribute in this world. Yes, I tell this with all honesty towards myself, also looking at myself from a helicopter view."