TULIPS and PIZZA
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MatureOngoing7m
Last published Fri, Aug 23, 2019
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I'm okay.
I'm not okay.
I'm happy.
I'm sad.
But I'll be alright
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•TRIGGER WARNING: This book - as explained inside - runs primarily on the theme of depression and angst and hate. I this content makes you feel not okay, you are not forced to read. (Though I strongly recommend you do read it because A. It also has anti-triggers and B. It's a damn good story).
•Preferred reading age: 16
(but if you feel okay with slightly mature content, read on).
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