Beloved My John - Johnlock
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John,
You asked me once why I loved you. You asked me why someone as extraordinary as me could love someone as ordinary as you.
To me John, you are extraordinary.
I have never been good at expressing the way I feel about you in words. So instead I have chosen to write it down.
These letters explain everything I've ever felt about you, even from before we started dating. If you are reading this than I have finally worked up the courage to show you. I'm glad, you should read these. They are addressed to you after all.
With all the love in my otherwise empty heart,
Sherlock.
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