I'll Never Let You Go
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  • Reads 148,995
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  • Parts 34
  • Time 1h 54m
Ongoing, First published Mar 21, 2019
Mature
"Vladimir please just let me go I won't tell anyone just please leave me be." I pleaded while still curled in a ball. 

"Let's get something straight you will never leave my side you here...DO YOU UNDERSTAND ASHANTI!!!" He says snatching me up and bending my head at an uncomfortable and hurtful angle. 

"I...I understand." I say trying not to cry harder than I already was. 
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My name is Ashanti and this is my story of going through life with an abusive husband who happens to be the biggest mob boss in Russia. Why does he want me? Why did he take me? Why won't he kill me? I don't know the only thing he tells me is that my beauty and name draws him to me and makes him want me more than anything. He will never understand that I never wanted him and if given the chance I would kill him if I wasn't fearful of him or the people who'll come after me if their boss was dead and all at the hands of his wife.  
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His finger trailed up my thigh ever so gently causing my pussy complete torture. He knew what he was doing. He knew this was driving me completely crazy. Just as his fingers were trying to push past my underwear my hand grabbed onto his wrist. "Don't," I warned, in a low voice making sure nobody would notice. "Watch me fuck you in front of every single person here unless Tobias stops looking at you like that." He explained. I glanced over to Tobias who was looking angrier than ever. If Tobias didn't stop looking at me not only would my husband keep to his word, someone would send a bullet through his skull. *+*+* Scarlett Salvadore was to be married to a man she hated with all her heart to increase her father's power. Aleksander Petrov was to be married to a woman he hated with all his heart to make amends with some of the Italian mafia. When the two of them meet at a club without knowing their identities they are immediately drawn to each other. What will happen when the two of them discover each other's identity? Will it grow the passion they have for each other or will their families history destroy it? *+*+* "I hope you realize that you belong to me now. In fact, you've always belonged to me, before and after the wedding ring on that finger of yours." I rolled my eyes at his words, still not forgetting the things he said to me before. "I'm just as much yours as you are mine, and don't you forget it, Aleksander." I snapped, pointing at his hard chest. "Prove it." A smirk appeared on my lips. Men in the mafia always use their wives for sex. But why can't it be the women using their husband's? *+*+* Far from a cliché Started: Thursday 26th August 2021 Finished: Monday 15th August 2022 RANKINGS: 11 in Lust 6 in Italian 1 in Strong Language 1 in explicit