Eyes Closed | KTH

"I still reach for him, though he's not there."

{"I'm afraid to close my eyes. When I do, images of him flit across my eyes. His beaming smile, his bright, innocent eyes. There are still traces of him left behind. I find myself reaching for him, though he's not here. He left a mark on all of us that can never be erased."}

A fanfiction in which you were taehyung's girlfriend, but his sudden suicide leaves you and the read of the bangtan boys lost. It's a year after his death, and you're still struggling with it. You blame yourself everyday and dream of him every night. Every time you close your eyes, you see him. The memories of him haunt you, his presence still leaving a gaping whole in your soul. One day, on your way to work, you think you see him. You continue to see hallucinations of him, and you start searching for him, believing that he's still alive. You drive yourself mad, spiraling down a dark road and the bangtan boys save you from destroying yourself.

(This is a very deep, dark, and emotional story, but it has a good, beautiful ending i promise :) )