{PART 1 IS COMPLETE AND PART 2 HAS KICKED OFF BEING ADDED TO THIS BOOK SO YOU DONT HAVE TO GO SEARCHING FOR IT} Life sucks. It's come to a point where pain is a normal feeling for me and that actually feeling happy is very rare. My best friend, Connor Ball, is probably the only reason I'm alive but you know apart from that I'd probably be dead. I live with my brother, Bradley, and occasionally with my sister, Natalie, while Bradley and the rest of The Vamps are on tour. My parents split when I was very young and currently my dad is very close to going back to jail and my mum is in hospital long term. My future is uncertain mainly because I don't even think ill have much of a future. I feel like I wont live until my 17th birthday little loan much afterwards. I guess we'll just have to see. ~Enjoy my connor ball fan fiction if you have any ideas or feedback please feel free to dm me via wattpad or comment under one of my chapters. I'd love to hear your thoughts. Thanks guys xxx~