“I don’t want you to forget, but I don’t want you to remember either,
I just want to go on forever with you,
I don’t want it to end.
But I guess one can’t always get what they want, huh?
I’m afraid of disappearing,
becoming nothing.
I bet everyone is afraid of that in the end right?
Or is it just me,
am I just a coward?
I have to admit,
I haven’t always been the bravest,
Does that mean you hate me now?
Do you?
For keeping secrets,
for lying?
I promise, it was for the best.
But,
Then of course, you probably don’t see it that way, huh?
I guess this is the end,
I don’t want to go.
Let’s stay here, together forever.
Wouldn’t that be nice,
Oliver?”Sixteen year old Audrey has lived in the same old town for as long as she could remember,
she know’s all the in’s and out’s
ever single nook and cranny.
She even know’s every single one of the neighbors names by heart.
Welcome to, West Brook,
Population: 0
(c) Carolyn Hunter
Editing melancholybookworm
"mommy" my daughter calls out me as I'm in my tree "yes violet, I'm coming" I call back.
my daughter is ,y world she reminds me of my life I never had, she will be so much better.
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7 years before-
as I lay on my back the recent events circulate my head over and over, do I really feel this way,could I really be in love, love is so overrated, it's so cruel and heartless, but why does my whole being jump into love's arms and dance happily, argh.
I roll over and moan it myself, but then I remember the little things at night.
"be safe jordan"
"don't hang up"
"come over and study,we've got that test soon"
"I miss you"
"you make me smile"
"why do I care Jordan,why"
all our conversations and I just looked passed these simple words I spoke without meaning to, most of the time I was making a joke,but I never realized I was telling the truth.
"I love you Jordan blake"
******
this is a love story with a twist
forever
Jess & Jordan