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A Beautiful Mess

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Something suddenly flashed in his eyes but disappeared as quickly as it appeared. "Princess" he whispered. "I don't know what's going on but I'm not going to give up." 

That was it. I started crying again. My walls, I had spent so long building them. Why was he doing this to me?

He took a step back as he saw my hands shaking. "I promise you that one day I'll be able to help you dry those tears. I might not be able to understand what's happening now but I won't stop until I do. I don't care what it is because I'm going to do whatever it takes for you to trust me. I don't know what it is Xiomara, but there is something drawing me to you." 

"Elijah" my silent sobs were now audible cries. 

Her plan was simple. Whatever you do- Don't fall in love. 
Xiomara Winter left home with one plan. She was moving cities to have a fresh start- a new beginning. This was going to be her personal rehabilitation. A new home in a new city with quite possibly, new friends. She had one exception however, not to get too close to anyone and more importantly, not to fall in love.
All of that changed however, when she met him.All Rights Reserved

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