Just Waiting To Be Used

I know that I've been writing negative poems lately, but I make my poems when I'm under the weather. It's how I've gotten better, because when I don't feel right, my skills help me express myself much better than I usually would if I didn't have poetry. Have you ever gotten tired of people's actions and malicious intentions after going through the same motions too many times? Have you ever been close to giving up on people, or have you given up already? If so, I'd like you to read this. If not, I'd like you to read this so you can understand how people can be very obsequious to hurt you after they've benefited or maybe just blunt about their intentions. Either way, I hope that whoever takes the time to read will understand me and relate somehow.