I remember nothing but broken promises(bxb)

Falling....
That's my first memory, my first fear. The dark; is my friend, my ally, my veil. Love; is forgotten, useless, nothing. My heart; is empty, a void never to be filled. My trust: is never to be granted, because everyone is a liar, a con, someone who will hurt me in the end. And me? I'm broken...

Smut! Betrayal! Stuff!!!!!!!